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The longer this drags on, the more ill feeling toward NTM will be generated. A select few will be well paid for their "legal services", but the majority will become disillusioned, including members of NTM who are asking questions, some of these will no doubt leave.
And all of this could have never occurred if brave men had dealt with paedophiles properly all those decades ago! Or mentally perverted men and women had not been allowed to serve with NTM in the first place.
I remember boot camp and thinking that there were some very strange people there. I remember the fist fights on the soccer field and thinking, "and these guys are Christians?". And I knew that my own father was extreme in his views.
Yet as long as those candidates said the right things and had a bit of fervour, through they went. And the damage they went on to cause was phenomenal.
For me it was the beginning of a journey of questioning what was really going on and the more I questioned the more trouble I got in. It would have been easier to just close a blind eye to the madness, got through the system and have been brainwashed into going back in, like so many did.
The past three years have been wonderful, because I have finally been able to completely accept the path I took was the right one for me and my conscience is clear because I was right all along, there were too many crazy men that were allowed to progress into NTM.
They were allowed to ruin the lives of innocent children and drag the good reputations of well intentioned colleagues to unspeakable lows. And they were allowed to get away with it, because they were protected by other crazy and perverted men.