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I agree with Aussie. No way we can lump Bemused in with the mob of male chauvinistic swine. Thank you Bemused for living above that.

I also agree with you Raz and have been sympathizing all along. I had been out of touch with this FE blog for about two and a half years. I had no idea till I began reading this blog again in March of this year that other investigations had started. I did keep wondering at first if GRACE was any longer part of the investigations. Now it is all too clear and I see that some of you did want Grace to investigate.

Sadly I have to say that there was no way on earth or in hades that ntm would use the services of Grace after the tremendous job they did with the Senegal investigation. It was non-biased and complete. Not influenced by ntm.

If I recall correctly and I am fairly certain I am recalling it right, this is what happened. Originally ntm had proposed using Grace to the Senegal mk's. After the Senegal mk's decided Grace was a good choice and I think my memory serves me correctly, ntm tried to get out of using them. Somehow they guessed that Grace was not going to be a wise choice for them , ntm.

So yes I hear you Raz. Any group that reports back to ntm is not non-biased, in my opinion.

I am very sorry indeed and I am sure there are disheartening times as you all wait now for your investigations and findings. I know one thing I have chosen to believe. Though it sounds so pathetic I am sure to the innocents whose lives were tainted and violated by selfish humans. And I am very sorry about that. I choose to believe that if ntm continues to get away with past crimes, that we are doing our best to protect lives of children now and in the future and are helping prevent future crimes. Case in point: Scott Kennell in his orange jump suit.

However as far as ntm and criminals paying for their past crimes, I often doubt and think they are going to get away with it here on earth. But woe to them when they stand before our Holy God. I trust His judgment and justice will not be so pleasant.

Forgive, forget
Let silence reign
Bitter Spirits will never
Heal the pain

Oh those words
Ring loud and clear
From afar
And from so near

But look who speaks
Again and again
The defenders of
Evil men

The law is clear
Sexual abuse is a crime
And the penalty is
Doing time

There can be no silence
While victims scream
And lives are but
A shattered dream

Let the truth prevail
And hold no tongue
So there is a chance
To escape a life of dung

And unless offender
Is now "The Late"
There is no excuse
For justice to further wait

And when the price
Is paid for sin
Then forgiveness is an option
If it lies within

It is not a right
But a gift to give
Not by those who just exist
But those again who do truly live

Noware, ntm selected GRACE without any discussion with the Fanda MKs.
In other words, the MKs were not included.
So they complained about this---to no avail.
Then they proceeded to check out GRACE
And they liked what they found.
So they cast their vote for GRACE.
At least they were trying to stay in the game.
But they were ignored and excluded on every side.
With fancy words that sounded good to outsiders.
So, what's new?
All that discussion is in the Comments section of one of the main threads.
Just FYI.

It's on the main NTM ABUSE page
Not on the forums.

And Bemused---
Your latest offering here
Is-----KABOOM!
Love it!
So sad and so true.
We have to keep saying it
Over and Over again.
It's important
To keep at it.

In those days some even believed that ntm was improving
And trying to do the right thing.
Altho I can bet there were those who
Already KNEW the truth
About what would happen.
And it's happening
So slowly
That we all might
Just melt away
Before they
Finish......

What I meant above by I can state this because others are leaving and serving God, I meant to add that yeah, it is tough and uncomfortable stepping out of the familiar and known ntm, but it can be done. Since I do not believe in the middle ground on this one, I feel you either need to hold your head high and stand with ntm as they hide and strive to be discreet and deal injustly with the past abuse and say hey I don't care about children's lives. Or you can leave realizing yeah it is gonna be tough starting from scratch to find another mission or a different way to serve God but count it as nothing in light of the pain the mk's suffered.