Dear Mum,
You won't read this, as you don't have a computer and those who do read my posts and edit them before you hear them, won't have the courage to tell you any thing like the truth.
So it is Christmas in a week and you'll be wondering why I'm not joining the family again. Well the usual stunt is that I get invited at the last minute and then due to my shift work or other commitments I can't make it. So then the family sits round and tut tuts that I don't want to be with you.
It's different this Christmas, because the family is right, I really don't want to be with them this Christmas, with maybe one exception. Harsh thing to say, but I'm dealing in a different currency now. No more happy families, no more nice little prayer card with family unity, our family is totally split. And WHY?
You could well be oblivious to the scandal that is pouring out of NTM, yes your beloved NTM. The boarding schools around the world had many paedophiles, they raped, they committed incest, they beat, they stole MKs sanity and it was all cleverly covered up, including by Dean Van Vliet who was dismissed for shredding papers. So what has this got to do with our family, simple, as individuals we are either participants in the cover up or we are against it. Let me make it very clear where I stand. Rape, sexual molestation is a criminal offence, so I am not going to sit around while the men who did this go free. Now look into my fathers eyes and ask him why he is defending these men and the organisation that has covered up for them? Ask him what he was up to in his NTM days and look for any signs that he is not telling the truth. And ask him why he told me in January he does not care what happened to MKs and he does not care that our neighbour in Clydesdale and Numonohi went to jail for sex offences (I will spell it out for you if you need it done). Ask him why he is participating in the coverup and why you know so little about the scandal.
I don't hold it against you that my teenage years were spent in an organisation that was full of sex offenders, rascists, thieves, rapists e.t.c. I'm not bitter about the past, but this is what you will be being told. I just want justice for all those MKs who have not been so fortunate as I have been to get over this and so I speak out on their behalf. I'm now a far more settled and happy person, as I've had the answers to the questions that I've been asking for years about the past and I have a wonderful person to support me.
Oh and the person I'd maybe have an exception to spending some time with this Christmas, is yourself. I know this isn't going to happen, because you are gaurded like a hawk so you only hear a very filtered version of events. Your diet is purely the wonderful things that NTM did and does, not a whisper of rape, abuse, beatings and the rest of the atrocities. But you see I'd like to just spend an hour or two with you, not so you can tell me to "forgive and forget" as you have been programmed to do, but to tell you some of the horror stories (without names of the victims) that I have read.
Like I say, you won't see this in it's full transcript. What you will have relayed to you is, "he has a bitter spirit, he can't forgive and forget and he has done his head in by looking into closets where there is nothing to find".
So have a Merry Christmas.
Bemused
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