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Author: | Iwillflyagain! [ Tue May 07, 2013 4:20 pm ] |
Post subject: | MESSED UP INSIDE |
[b]I'm just wondering if anyone else in here can identify?[/b] The way I think, The way that I survive, Wishing to ask questions, But instead I run and hide. The way I dress, The way I speak, Only to protect myself from feeling like a freak! The random scattered bits and pieces, Never making sense, The me that's left inside myself, Is highly in defense. "Of what?" I ask this of myself. "I'm not in the wrong." "Or am I" says another part Of me who sings this song. It feels like I am more than one; one that's broken into three, The one that's trying to get up, The one that's never free, And the one that's all confused inside and has forgotten to believe. Is there anyone that's out there, Who will admit that they're like me, Can we stumble here together, in hopes we may be free? I have so many questions, I am afraid to show you me, So I change my name and hide my face, In hopes you will not laugh at me. |
Author: | Raz [ Tue May 07, 2013 5:19 pm ] |
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Wow. Very honest, and very brave. Hugs to you, Iwillflyagain! |
Author: | Iwillflyagain! [ Tue May 07, 2013 5:47 pm ] |
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Author: | JerryB [ Tue May 07, 2013 10:44 pm ] |
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I'm pretty sure that a lot of us here can relate, to at least some extent, with the feelings you have expressed. You are not alone. {{{hugs}}} |
Author: | FRAGMENTED [ Tue May 07, 2013 10:54 pm ] |
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Author: | Journey [ Tue May 07, 2013 11:05 pm ] |
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welcome, fragmented. this is a safe place. here you are not alone. we *get* it. |
Author: | Aussie [ Tue May 07, 2013 11:31 pm ] |
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Sounds like a person I used to know When I looked in the mirror Some years ago So I had a little drink Then they disappeared So did the nightmare That I often feared Then they came back So I drunk a little more And I became a frequent flyer At the Liquor Store And then I couldn't remember Where that person went Because I drank them away But my problems were not sent So when I looked in the mirror On one rare sober day I realized I'd replaced them And drunk years away Alas the person looking back Was old before her time And I reached out to a friend To reverse my self inflicted crime I still look in the mirror And don't always like who I see But I've come to realize I have to live with me |
Author: | 22_years_ago [ Wed May 08, 2013 3:17 am ] |
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Wow those are two powerful poems. I am going to try and write one for me. Remember I have told you all that numbers are my thing not words. You better not laugh. Gosh even the thought of writing a poem scares me. |
Author: | mosquito bite [ Wed May 08, 2013 3:49 am ] |
Post subject: | Re: MESSED UP INSIDE |
No, we are not laughing. That's for sure! I told my husband when he asked me to marry him That I needed a week to think about it. He was almost devastated. He didn't expect it. The reason? I didn't want to thrust such a confused individual (me) On such a nice guy. I couldn't figure some things out that I had grown up with. It actually took a LONG time.. But I did say yes the next week. So we had to figure things out together. It was hard, But that was ok for us. I DO understand about all the questions To some degree. Even tho I wasn't facing What some of you are. |
Author: | mosquito bite [ Wed May 08, 2013 3:50 am ] |
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You are some talented people! And it helps to hear you share in this way. I guess this thread appears twice ??? |
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