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Yes, WOW!
AND how awful!
Now am thinking, "Did this happen to our kids?"
Yes, it did.
UGH!

But it IS so wonderfully obviously true, Befused!
It really is.

No it ain't Wonderfully Obviously True to some of us!

Perhaps it is for many, like a lovely present, wrapped up by lovely parents, opened in front of doting uncles and aunts and cousins.

But for some of us it was delivered in hate! By parents who sacrificed us to uncles who raped and abused us and then served us communion and made us confess our sins, while their sordid perfect wives beat the stuffing out of us because they were frustrated by their lives and to gutless to admit they had paedophiles for husbands. Then our cousins beat the living daylights out of us day after day, because we didn't fit in and the racist headmaster said it was fine for that to happen because it was normal and he didn't like people with black skin.

O.k. Aussie is angry and going for it, but it wasn't flaming wonderful then, it sure ain't now! I don't think it is ever going to be Wonderfully Obviously True. I've found more comfort in Buddhist teachings than the Mumbo Jumbo served up as christianity day after day, by sick perverted missionaries in NTM!

I'm on this site to pursue justice, not be converted back to what I've been trying to get out of my head for years.

We all have a voice here and I'm glad you are not afraid to use yours, Aussie.
The reason we are here is for the sake of justice.
Which we may never see on this earth, but that doesn't mean we won't keep trying.
What you grew up with was absolutely despicable.
Taking all those people out of the picture, there is something else there.
But we all have a choice, too.
And those people will be judged for clouding your picture, I know it.
So, peace...........
And keep speaking.

Clouding my picture? That's not a bad way of looking at it. But perhaps if I paint a picture of what it is like for some of us.

As kids we were blankish canvas's and the adults who allowed to paint on us made one hell of a mess. They used dark and evil paint. They painted rude and obscene pictures and wrote unbelievable obsenities and they signed their names so that we can never erase them. Now we are adults and that paint will never come off, it fades a bit a bit with time, but the best chance of being a lovely painting again is to paint over the awful picture, color by colour, one square at a time.

Yes, most of us are on this site to pursue justice, but for some of us it comes at a very high price. We don't have families anymore because of this, some of us have been disowned for speaking out. Some of us have had to take elaborate steps to conceal our identity to stop retribution being taken by those who hate the truth coming out. Some of us have to deal with the ugly side of NTM, those who want vengenance for being exposed and will stop at nothing to get it. And some of us know that when NTM is forced into paying for their crimes, the compensation won't be going anywhere near us, it will go to others and yet again we will be the forgotten ones, who gave so much so that others could have nice little pictures of healing and fairness and get on with their lives.

Time to call it a day.

Aussie, speak out.

We are listening!

No judgments. No attempts to change your mind.

Just listening.

And hearing.

Yes.

I hear you, Aussie,
And I am So, So sad.
But you won't lose your voice here.
We can listen.
And we will...............