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The main reason I don't talk much about the sexual abuse that happened at NTM/Ethnos 360 was I was unaware when I was on the field that sexual abusers existed....I was not looking for it.....after I left I heard reports of things that seemed credible....but cannot say I saw it first hand....I saw men that I thought were a little too handsy...PQQ (Puraquequara)was not a haven for sexual abusers....too my knowledge.....PQQ suffered from child abuse and spiritual abuse. My black and blue bottom was well documented in the big dorm(.six weeks of recovery)..I made sure many saw it because I knew I would be remembering it for years to come. That single event was the last straw for me....Now I got to go to America and deal with TCK problems and child abuse problems which in the begining I thought was lead or mercury poisoning. After many years I slowly put the puzzle together..I am lucky to be an analytical person...I love to figure things out. I feel exonerated about my past...I still pinch myself that a paradise can produce that much perplexing happenings.!!

Wow! You were diagnosed with heavy metal toxicity instead of PTSD or the like? I'm flabbergasted. That opens up a whole new dialogue.

What I have always said is that I did not know right away that I had brain damage due to child abuse...I thought that I must have been poisoned by mercury or lead until I used my analytical skills to figure out the real problem after talking to other MK's who suffered from many of the same symtoms.I have never been diagnost for any lead or mercury poisoning.