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I don't think your post is a rant, Paul.
It's pretty good except for the "ntm is changing" part.
Wouldn't that be nice?
And it isn't just hard to dialogue about faith principles.
About practical matters also.
Which make up alot of what miss people do on the field.
Without respect for the persona of people on the field
The good ole boys' club just keeps rolling along.
We keep meeting them
One after another after another.
Where is the change?
It was just words in 1997.
We are tired of those words in 2014.
And where is the transparency to admit sin?

After three months of requesting it, I finally received the apology letter written in 2007 by Gary Earl. It was written after Scott Ross (NTM) called Gary to confront him with the abuse. It was delivered to Bing Hare (NTM), as I had made it clear I wasn't coming forward with my abuse story to receive an apology, nor did I need one for my own healing.

The 2007 letter may be seen here: viewtopic.php?f=8&t=1362&start=20#p28439

Someone asked me today, if this is all I have received. Yes, this is my only direct communication from Gary Earl since my high school graduation in 1989.

He didn't REALIZE!!!!!
He couldn't SEE what he did to your body?
Not to mention what it did to your persona.
Only when confronted did he begin to feel terrible?
This does not seem to be repentance.
It seems to be "I got caught."

AMEN, mosquito bite

A lot of emotions rise up when I read that "apology letter" from Gary Earl, Dreamwords. A lot of negative emotions.

But I would like to know how you feel about it, if you are comfortable telling us here. If you are still processing it, I understand. I think I need a few days myself.