Yes, it was a fact finding mission, but I didn't really expect it to be a counseling session, so it was a relief, in that sense. I was still emotional!
I think I only have 2 yearbooks, maybe three. I was trying to keep the years straight, as I kept referring to the GRADE I was in when this or that happened. I told them we all probably do that. The actual year didn't mean a whole lot to us, especially since each school year included part of 2 years. So, for, me, it was helpful to have a little "timeline" to refer to.
Yes, looking at yearbooks and delving into the past is always painful. Lots of memories, some good, some bad come flooding back. I just have to separate that time from my current life. So, yes, I understand the need to move forward from this experience. Still, I am thankful to everyone who is willing to contribute something to their investigation. I did not find them difficult to talk with, and Jim Richter had actually been to Via, so he understood exactly what I meant by references to different areas of the dorm or parts of the Land. I felt that was very beneficial.
I'm still processing the interview too...Glad I did it, and glad it is over. I guess that is pretty normal.
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