A nurse who doesn't go to church and has a picture of themselves on a bike, are we twins?
It's a tough one, when most of what you know is church related and you come to the realisation that you don't fit in there anymore. Sometimes it is best to have a break for a while, work out what it is that you really want in life and what is important and then relook at the church question. Don't beat yourself up, you are doing what is honest for you and that is a good thing.
Re tattoos, no I wear genuine lycra cycling shorts, not tattooed ones
. And the NTM brand is faint and just a reminder that whatever life throws at me, it will probably never be as weird or heartbreaking as the strange NTM adolescence. For now I have someone who loves me warts, doubts and all and are no longer surrounded by those in my life who were trying to break me because I could not be what they want wanted me to be.