Not offended in the slightest. Agnostics just don't have the courage to fully commit to a faith, we of course can pray, we just aren't sure if we are being heard.
Of course Sympathetic Agnostics are those who have a germ of faith, which sprouted then got the wrong fertalizer. In their own time they may well grow in some stunted fashion, but it takes careful nuturing and avoiding that weird fertalizer. Approaching them with weed whackers tends to really stunt growth.
What did tickle my funny bone was this one http://missions.org.nz/home/39-news/143 ... ields.html Apparently America needs missionaires. So because I have read this, have I been called? Anybody mind if I just stay at home, you good folk don't really need a doubting Bemused trying to convert your goodselves
.Anyway, back to the subject in hand. I agree it is an emotional rollercoaster at times. Be gentle on yourself, this is all new, their are no magic solutions, but there are friends here to support and care.